Not so funny entry of the month

Someone in my family is really sick, and I am FREAKING THE FUCK OUT! I don’t want to bring it up to people to their faces, because then you get all of the, “Omigod, I’m sooo sorry, you poor thing,” bullshit, or else you make people feel uncomfortable and then they don’t want to talk to you at all. I just want people to be normal. Listen if I need to talk, but mostly, just act like everything is cool. And when I drink a bit much because I’m upset about all of this and I drunk-blog, don’t make me feel crappy about it.